you see, sorrow gets to heavy - and joy... it tends to leave you with the fear that it eventually departs

i love the snow!
it makes me think of christmas. when i woke up this morning it felt like christmas morning!
and it makes everything look so beautiful!

wednesday vickie came over after work. sam came and picked us up and we went to lauras for a movie night with everyone. we watched the butterfly effect... again... its acutally a pretty good movie, but kinda creepy. me and vickie got back late so we went straight to bed!

yesterday i just chilled at home, i think, i dont really remember! ooo yeah i did, we got all our new furniture for the living room yesterday. 3 couches and this hugggggggggggggggge leather chair haha i love it! now we just have to re-do the floor.

today lauren and i went to agway and then to the barn quick. we got coffee and then came back here and chilled. lauren left soon after scout took off her hand lol and now im at work.

then i was sitting here at work and i heard the dogs barking so i went to see if someone was here and theres this huge dark blue pickup sitting in my driveway. i was so creeped out, it wasnt like i was gonna go say hi because who knows who those people were or what they were doing. so i watched the car for like 5 minutes and then i finally saw some guy get in the car and drive off. really really shady.

tomorrows drivers ed again, joy

i need to go to the beach :( i havent been yet this summer... someone take me! haha

drivers ed sucks! its six and a half hours of just listening to our crazy teacher and watching stupid movies :( but only 3 more classes and i finally get my permit! hell yeah
thats basically how i spent my weekend

yesterday i got to catch up on my sleep... worked a little bit and then just chilled around the house

today lauren came over for a bit after work. we went to stop and shop quick and i got 37 dollars from all the change i had saved up! haha then we pumped gas for the first time, got dunkin donuts and came back here and chilled.

now im at work... today i hate the rain, its making me kind of tired and lazy. and the radio stations not coming in as good as it usually does!
i love when it rains at night though, its so peaceful.

i start drivers ed tomorrow! finally!

last night lauren and i went out to wb cody's. she finally has her license so this summer is gonna be good! then we went to the barn quick and to stop and shop where we saw everyone! we got ice cream and saw kt and then went to k&s to visit adam. and before going back to her house we did a few late night drive-bys! haha FFFFOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

im soooooo tired today, i dont want to be working :(

tomorrow is marcys grad party and then sunday laurens. i want to go see dodgeball soon its supposed to be hilarious, so vic and kels let me know when you want to go! and i finished reading the notebook which was a really good book so i wanna go see the movie soon. its really humid out today.

alright well i gotta get back to work

happy fourth of july everyone!
last night was wills party which was wicked fun. and the fireworks were awesome! made some cool new friends, zach, zach, mark, and kyle! haha i love them. i dont know what im up to today, hopefully going to old mountain and meeting up with everyone tonight. who knows!

so last night i went out with sam kt and ellen. first we went to greggs and then to wickford but we got a little lost lol. when we finally got there all the stores were closed so we decided to get ice cream but the ice cream guy was a little bitch. first he overcharged sam and then he gave me the wrong ice cream :( we're never going back, the guy sucked.
and thennnnnnnnnn we were driving home and kt decides that she doesnt want the rest of her ice cream, so we tell her to throw it out the window. so she whips it around and chucks it out the window but apparently only the cone made it out! it was sooooo funny cuz me and kt didnt know what happened but all the sudden ellen was just like what the hell did you just throw at me! there was ice cream everywhere and all over ellen, haha it was so funny.
idk what im up to today, it looks like its about to pour. after work i think im going shopping and then we're going to karaoke? should be fun, but i swear to god im not singing!
tomorrows wills party and then sunday i dont think we have any fourth of july plans. who knows.
xoxo
o shit now its thundering :(

hey guys

geeze, i havent updated in forever...

right now im at work but no phones are ringing and there are no orders to take or pack so i thought id update.

hmmmmm sunday? sunday i went out with vickie, we went to ruby tuesdays, the mall, and then to see harry potter. it was really good, eventhough i havent seen the first two lol, i guess ill have to rent them.

after that i came home and sam picked me up. we got vickie and ellen and then went out to applebees. it was only my second time going there... you guys will have to take me more often lol. the food was delish and our waiter andrew was so cool! me and vickie got him talking about final fantasy and it was so funny! then before we left me and vic got our pic with him... haha idk why, overall the night was fun.

and thennnnn, yesterday i just chilled at home and then trained for work. fun fun. i went bathingsuit shopping but i didnt find one :( then we went to ruby tuesdays and i had the best dinner ever!

tonight i gotta close up at 5 and then go get vickie at 6.

im loving this summer! lol

ill write more later, xoxo britt

it feels like summer today!

so friday was prom... i hope everyone had an awesome time! me and will went to drop marissa off so we got to see everyone before they left... everyone looked so good!!! then me will sam ellen jeff laura and bennet all hung out at lauras... we played cards and went boating in the pond haha me and will left ellen and sam on the shore so they had to fit on the peddle boat but then they ended up jumping in and swimming... it was so funny! i was so scared that we were gonna flip the canoe over but the water was wicked warm! then we all played basketball and watched american wedding. then we dropped will off and i came home and watched training day and fell asleep. saturday... i slept late and then cleaned because i had never cleaned all the solar cooker shit up. then i went to sharina's graduation party... her graduation was today but i didnt get to go. i cant believe schools almost over! today me ellen and matt worked on the us history project again and we actually got some done... as soon as this projects over school will be so much easier! yay!

today was crazzzzzzzzzzzy! lol... it was so nice and hot out i loved it! so this afternoon ellen and matt came over to uh... "work on our project" once again. hah what a joke, we're never gonna get that thing done. instead we pushed eachother around on Mozey's little bike... we uh rode the conveyer belt! hahahaha poor ellen... she was coming back up and matt was controling the thing and "apparently" he couldnt stop it! haha ellen went flying right off the conveyer belt and right onto me... it was so funny tho! but she scraped up her leg so we left that and found something else to do. we went boating! hah well we boated for a little but then we ended up practically swimming! ellen kept rocking the boat and finally she jumped out into the water and just walked out lol... me and matt were stuck! then he got out and ellen came back in only to sink the boat so i had to like crawl out of the pond soaking! good times lol... i think we were so hyper cuz of that "ice cream" mixture thingy we had, well at least i was! ooo and then we got into some very deep conversations lol... it was fun tho, cuz ive never really talked like that about that kind of stuff with other people, it was good. overall the day was just crazy... always a good time! but now im stuck with tons of homework to do but i just wanna go to bed! tomorrow i gotta start my solar cooker :( hopefully my dad will help us out... this weekend my sisters coming home for her birthday. i havent gotten her anything yet, i need to go shopping and i need shorts & skirts cuz its getting hot! yay!

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hola guys! its been a while... on wednesday matt and ellen came over again, and again we "tried" to work on our project. when it comes to that we are not a very good group. none of us ever want to do any work and we always find the biggest entertainment in the littlest things! like the canister of air, which we were fascinated by again. but those were some good times lol... i still have a bruise and so does matt, im scared cuz who knows what could happen! i mean it even says on the bottle... keep away from direct contact with skin... hmmmmmmm o well! lol then that night vickie came over at like 10:30 and slept over. thursday too. we watched friends and i didnt cry too much! i liked the ending a lot though, everything worked out. although i think that ross should of gone to paris with rachel and they could of lived over there! but anyways... school today was boring as usual, but its so warm out! even now, im loving it! i came home and layed out in the sun for a while. it felt so good, i cant wait for summer! then i went over to vickies with will and laura. we worked on our youth and law project, and we actually got some done. then we just chilled for a little and laughed about stupid things! always good times! then me will and laura went back to lauras house for a few. i love her dogs so much i want to take them home! better watch out... someday they might go missing lol marissa drove me home and now im updating you all on my o so exciting life! im loving how warm it is out, its so nice!

ooo and my lawnmower... its gonna kick all your lawnmowers asses! haha i love it!

ive been so stressed out lately. i dont know whats wrong with me. but between school and friends and shit and shit and shit idk i just need a break. but im not gonna bitch or whine about it in here, i just need someone to vent to! but when it comes to that i dont like to vent, i dont like to talk. idk... i need a vacation or something. sorry guys... didnt mean to waste your time

hola! its so nice out today im loving it! school was boring as usual, not much to say. after school ellen and matt came over and we uh... "worked on our project"... haha yeah. well we did pick out a movie that we are going to have our students watch, thats a good start! lol then we discovered that canisters of air are the most entertaining things in the world hahahahaha *oooooooooow*... that shit burns! we played some tennis and matt actually did pretty good for the first time cept for getting that ball stuck at the top of the tree! and poor zoe had to keep running back and forth trying to get our fly away tennis balls. o well. zoes doing better now, the doctors said awhile ago that she had cancer and that she was on her last days but idk she seems to be doing good. i gotta lot of homework tonight but im soooo tired i just wanna go to bed! all the teachers are assigning these big projects at the same time and i got so much to do :( alright well ill write more later, i gotta find myself some dinner. peace!

its such crappy weather today i hate it

so yesterday i woke up early and my dad took me shopping. after i got back laura and ellen came over to get ready for vickies party! we walked down to lickety splits to visit katy and get some ice cream! then sam came over and we all got ready and then we left for vickies party which was soooo much fun... and the food was soooo good lol! we all danced the whole night and sam and ashley were going crazy, it was so funny! then there was the rose ceremony which was so sweet. the letter that vickie wrote me got me crying :( but it was all good! the party was awesome!!! cept the dj would sometimes play the same songs over... o well. then brett drove me home and i went straight to bed cuz i was so tired and my legs hurt so bad! today i got to go over vickies and meet her sister and her cousins... they are so nice, i cant wait to hang out with them again! after they left me vickie and brett chilled... played some video games, danced and what not. im addicted to ddrmax! now that she has two mats ill take on any of you guys lol... now im home and left with a shitload of homework just like every other sunday night. i was planning on walking down to visit katy at work but the weather was to bad. tonight i gotta clean, my rooms a mess from getting ready yesterday. and my kitty cats outside in this awful weather :( hes been out since last night and im scared hes not gonna come back... poor thing.

happy SIXTEENTH birthday vickie! thank you for being the best friend i could ever ask for! i could go on and on... but you just gotta wait for your card! lol thank you for everything, i love you so much and i hope you have an awesome awesome day! :) i hope all your wishes come true!

i love you so fucking much!!!

^^^^ i want it sooooooo bad! lol

i cant wait for school to be over... only a little longer! but this week is already going by slow. saturday vickie came over and we played some video games and danced ddrmax! the whole family danced! it was so funny... sharina was all into it, she had her hips going and everything. and justin... well you just had to be here to see it... good shit right there lol! sunday we walked down to lickety splits and got some really good ice cream! it was so nice out, at least in the morning. then we came back and just chilled for a while, made some cookies and what not. after she left i had a shitload of homework to do :( i always seem to leave it until sunday night... o well. yesterday was good, i love the rain! sometimes it just feels good to walk in the rain... but this morning...! i was walking off the bus and then all the sudden i fell down the steps and landed on my ass! hahahaha it was the most embarassing thing ever! luckly not many people saw... lol well i dont think many people did anyway...